I realized that I’m not close to people as I used to be with them. Honestly, I could care less if I’m not close with people anymore because it’s just whatever. If they want to be in my life then they’ll make an effort to. No need to waste my time on people who don’t matter. I’m done trying to save friendships and trying to keep in touch with people who I used to be close with.
the ones that will actually notice when something is bothering me. The ones that would always be there for me when I have no one else to run to. The ones that would not stop trying to make me smile when I need it the most. The ones that won’t talk about me behind my back. I need real friends, the ones I can depend on, trust, be honest with, and be totally comfortable around them.
